A LONG LASTING DRAUGHT

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 What am I supposed to write about

When all that's left are dark clouds
And a mind full of insane doubts


So everyone ignores all the shouts
Cause they're enjoying the night outs

And I'm dying, staying inside
But I can't imagine going
Out and talking to those clowns
I can't take anymore of those frowns
Those jokers wearing the crowns
Nothing happens right in this town

Once you're the center of attention
But then they leave you for fun
Without thinking about what they've done
No one knows how to love
And I don't think they'll ever learn

I don't want a palace
I don't want a kingdom
I just wanna know if I'm worth the chase
I just wanna sit down with someone
And watch the setting sun

They demolished my castle
All of it, down it fell
Now it's become a story to tell
Oh it's not visible
But it hurts like hell

So I say, shout and scream
I've been feeling so alone
Having great friends is just a dream
Once you're used, you are thrown
Still wondering why my anxiety has grown?

They're so very full of themselves
They do wrong and they don't know
They aren't what they show
They take the arrow
They make you stretch the bow
And when they shoot it, oh
Right at your heart, no
Then they laugh at your sorrow
Your mind can't take the huge blow
Then their lies, like a river, flow
Cause their minds are so narrow

Let's just pretend
None of this happend
Cause that's how it always ends
They'll go on make some new friends
And those people will come and go like trends

I'm okay, even if I'm not
Will try not to think about a lot
I gave away too much
And in return I got
A long lasting draught
This blog is about my poems, about me, my perspective on things and in the future probably many things more!

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