USED TO BEING USED

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I'm used to being used

The fact that you don't like me

The way I do

Isn't any big news 

I feel everything way too deeply 

I can't sleep even though I'm sleepy 

Cause you don't leave my mind 

But you just causally left my life 

Why do I fall 

Knowing that wouldn't help me up

And like always I'll crawl 

This ain't a heartbreak song

Cause my heart's been broken for long 

I knew it was wrong 

Since the day I knew 

That I had fallen for you

It's better when I'm alone 

Makes me feel like up I've grown 

You were too much to ask 

Happiness doesn't last 

It never did, in my past 

I'm used to being used 

It's okay cause I'm always refused 

It's the same incident, only reused 

Right now I'm bruised

Disappointed but not amused 

That's how it works 

Never in my favo
r 

Good for you, you lead me on 

Good for me, now you're gone 

I'm used to being used 

I know at the end I'll always be accused 

I'm used to being older than my age

You broke it down when I didn't 

Even know I'd built a cage 

I'm used to being used 

I'm to be thrown away

Not reused 

This blog is about my poems, about me, my perspective on things and in the future probably many things more!

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